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He tells me again and again that
he knows he's hurt me. As if some
kind of admission on his end will make
all the amount of hurt I've gone through
not be so bad.

He tells me again and again that
I was the guinea pig in his twisted
experiment in figuring out what
he needs. And that doesn't make me
feel better. It just tells me that what he needs
is not me.

He tells me again and again that
I did nothing wrong, I never hurt him. I
treated him kind and gave him so much.
But then I ask, why would you want to
give that all away? Why would you want
anything less than that?

He tells me again and again that
he still cares about me. That my heart is big and I am good. But all I can think is that
I am not good enough.

If I was, his actions would not
tell me again and again that he
does not want me.

-n.s.

He tells me again…

by nancysavio

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