I hate it. People look at me through a different light, as if I'm an outsider. The look in their eyes just shoots me down. The need to put things right, show them where I stand here, the lack of freedom in this world is unbelievable, it feels like I'm unable to move in this big world. Hey it's a free country right? Just wanting to have that attention is what gets me. I have an urge to let people know who I am, soon, the world.