Sometimes I wish I could get things easier but then when I reach something I can't help thinking it would have been worth it if I had to try it harder. Things are always more difficult and wonderful from the outside. When you reach something it seems like it wasn't a big deal. Will I ever be able to appreciate how I reached the moon or it's just I'm always focused on crap? I suppose I'll never know and I'll never care while this keeps me doing more and more of this unknown shit called life.